| Location | Florida, Usa |
| Age | 28 years |
| Cause of Death | Suicide |
| Date of Birth | 18/07/1978 |
| Date of Death | 12/05/2007 |
| Visitors | 2,051 since 22/03/2009 |
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Sean was a 28 year old loving father and son who always had a smile on his face. He took his life the day before Mother's Day in 2007. He left behind 2 children - Shianne & Aden, 2 brothers - Joe and David and a sister Michelle. I will always miss you my son.
I Lost My Child Today
Lost My Child Today
I lost my child today
People came to weep and cry
... As I just sat and stared, dry eyed
They struggled to find words to say
To try and make the pain go away
I walked the floor in disbelief
I lost my chid today
I lost my child last month
Most of the people went away
Some still call and some still stay
I wait to wake up from this dream
This can't be real, I want to scream
Yet everything is locked inside
God help me, I want to die
I lost my child last month
I lost my child last year
Now people who had came have gone
I sit and struggle all day long
To bear the pain so deep inside
And now my friends just question Why?
Why does this Mother not move on?
Just sits and sings the same old song
Good heavens it has been so long
I lost my child last year
Time has not moved on for me
The numbness it has disappeared
My eyes have now cried many tears
I see the look upon your face
"She must move on and leave this place"
Yet I am trapped right here in time
The songs the same, as is the rhyme
I lost my child...............Today
ღ ღ ღ ღ All My Love Beautiful Angel ღ ღ ღ ღ
*ღ..........ღ* *ღ..........ღ* *ღ..........ღ* *ღ..........ღ* *ღ..........ღ*
*ღ.......ღ* *ღHeavenly *ღ.......ღ* *ღ shona sengupta. ..ღ*
*ღ..........ღ* *ღ..........ღ* *ღ..........ღ* *ღ..........ღ* *ღ..........ღ*
How will heaven be?
As far as I can see
It will have huge bells
And will be situated on clouds
It will have many golden wells
That will so often swell
Rain will be abundant
And the sun will shine all day long
Angels will play on the harp
The sweetest summer song
Music that will touch the heart
While those beneath will shed drops of sorrow
Little will they know what will happen on the morrow
But to them up above
As plain and clear it will be
As far as far as I can see
Yes there will be misty alleys
And lush green meadows
Fresh with the fragrant smell of spring
Winter will never be bitter
Summer never so hot
Autumn never so bare
And resources never so scarce
Food for all will be relished by all.
Grateful we’ll be as grateful can be
Mountains high and strong and brown
Surrounding that hidden land,
Beautiful and vast seas I see
There colour as blue as sapphire can be
And the white waves lashing upon the shore
Sitting on the flattened grey rocks
Who would not call it absolutely heavenly?
However it might actually be,
But can we still not see
There will lie behind this seen
A relieving feeling of bliss
For where not have we been
But is this not by all believed
That after one’s decease
This is the land of eternal peace
Where we all ultimately reach?
*ღ..........ღ* *ღ..........ღ* *ღ..........ღ* *ღ..........ღ* *ღ..........ღ*
With Love from Crawford's Dad Alan
In Sean's memory.........Depression............it's a feeling of worthlessness. Unless you have had it; you would never understand its effect on you. You question everything about you. Its caused by many situations in life. You don't chose to have it....it just happens.
I didn't understand depression or why people would get depressed. I always thought that those that said that they "had" depresson; just was "feeling down in the dumps", per se. Something that they could just "get over" in time. I found out that this is just NOT TRUE.
I was always happy with life and didn't have many problems.....until my only child, my son, Crawford........died on the exact same day that Sean took his life; May 12, 2007. Depression was now my curse............and what a curse its been. I, now, understand depression. You just want the pain to stop. Without councelling (most do not even show avid signs of depression) it continues to get worse until all that they can think of doing is to STOP THE PAIN IN ANYWAY THAT THEY CAN. This overwhelming thought of worthlessness causes one to take their own life. I understand and there's no blame to be put on that person.
Suicide is not a sin; as others have said. This, I do not believe. I believe that Sean is in heaven with my son. I feel for his family and his children. I know that they now can understand how depression feels.
Helping to keep Sean's memory alive..............................
Alan Carnahan
TO DADDY
♥.•** •.♥.•** •.♥.♥ ♥
I believe in Angels
I wish it wasnt true,
We didnt want an Angel
We only wanted you,
♥.•** •.♥.•** •.♥.♥ ♥
Youve left behind our broken hearts.
Our thoughts and photos too.
We didnt want a memory
We only wanted you .
♥.•** •.♥.•** •.♥.♥ ♥
I MISS U AND LOVE U
WITH LOVE SHI UR BABY GIRL...
From Your Dad and Mom
To My Son's Girlfriend
by Michael Milburn
I'm tempted to ask
what you see in him.
Although you probably
see the good that I see
I wonder if you realize
how much he is my handiwork,
or which of the qualities
you daydream about in class
are the ones that I take pride in,
his cordiality, for example,
or love of silliness.
It's uncomfortable for me
to think of anyone else
loving him the way I do,
possessing him in a way
that only his mother and I
have ever possessed him,
and I can't deny being apprehensive, jealous,
not so much reluctant
to share or relinquish him
as resolved to remind you
that he's been around
longer than your love,
under construction if you will,
and that each cute trait
or whatever occurs to you
when you hear his name
I feel proprietary about,
like a woodworker
who makes a table
intending to sell it
but prays that no buyer
will recognize its worth.
To Sean from Dad
May you be filled with loving kindness, may you have peace. Im so sorry son. Now, and for the rest of my days, whenever I think of you I will be taken with a terrible humilation, knowing that I was not there for you in your darkest hour. I hope you will forgive me. I know that one day I will stand on the brink of eternity and see your face through these tears, and that will be the greatest moment of my life.
From your dad on July 12, 2009
*❃* I’m Every Place *❃*
✻ ❃ ✻ ❃ ✻ ❃ ✻ ❃ ✻ ❃ ✻ ❃ ✻ ❃
I'm every place, don't mourn for me
I'm still here, though you don't see
I'm right by your side each night and day
And within your heart I long to stay
My body is gone but I'm always near
I'm everything you feel, see or hear
My spirit is free, but I'll never depart
As long as you keep me alive in your heart
I'll never wander out of your sight
I'm the brightest star on a summer night
I'll never be beyond your reach
I'm the warm moist sand when you're at the beach
I'm the colourful leaves when fall comes around
And the pure white snow that blankets the ground
I'm the beautiful flowers of which you're so fond
The clear cool water in a quiet pond
I'm the first bright blossom you'll see in spring
The first warm raindrop that April will bring
I'm the first ray of light when the sun starts to shine
And you'll see that the face in the moon is mine
When you start thinking there's no one to love you
You can talk to me through the Lord above you
I'll whisper my answer through the leaves on the trees
And you'll feel my presence in the soft summer breeze
I'm the hot salty tears that flow when you weep
And the beautiful dreams that come while you sleep
I'm the smile you see on a baby's face
Just look for me,
I'm everyplace
✻ ❃ ✻ ❃ ✻ ❃ ✻ ❃ ✻ ❃ ✻ ❃ ✻ ❃
Unknown
When we lose the ones we love
it leaves an empty space
within our hearts, and life seems vain
for none can take their place
And oh, we long to catch a glimpse
of that dear face now gone
and hear that loving voice
now raised in Heaven's song
But if we could pull back the veil
and see beyond our shores
then we would see them yet again-
but just through yonder door
And as we grieve, they'd raise their hand
to wipe away our tears
For they see and understand
that there's no cause for fears
For death is but a passing on
through yet another door
where they are welcomed home again
to dwell forever more
Unknown
God gives us each a gift of life
To cherish from our birth
He gives us friends and those we love
To share our days on Earth.
He watches us with loving care
And takes us by the hand.
He blesses us with countless joys
And guides the lives we’ve planned.
Then, when our work on Earth is done,
He calls us to His side,
To live with Him in happiness
Where peace and love abide.
*****************************
xxx
Love never disappears for death is a non-event.
I have merely retired to the room next door.
You and I are the same; what we were for each other,
We still are.
Speak to me as you always have, do not use a different tone,
Do not be sad.
Continue to laugh at what made us laugh.
Smile and think of me.
Life means what it has always meant.
The link is not severed.
You see, all is well
Why should I be out of your soul if I am out of your Sight?
I will wait for you, I am not here, but just on the other side
Of this path.
---St. Augustine .
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